Change

When a change comes the species will migrate, they call it "Yie chu", souls with the wind to a far off place, that's where survival has its new meaning, and where new world order begins.

In this cruel nature, it's not the strongest specie who would survival, but it's the one who would adopt to changes, because change is inevitable, it's just the matter of how we respond to it. But most people don't realize that. They often set their path ahead and think one day they will achive what they're after, when the world is moving twice as fast as their speed, which in the end failures are meet.

And that is why man is an endangered species.

<sigH>~... man not a good week for me, keep getting interviews, keep hearing the manager promised to hire me but get blow off right after, haha, felt like I'm in fifty feet of shits and just now keep getting deeper. But it's algood, I guess that's how things work in washingtion.

Went to a beach called "second beach" the other day, wow, the view melt me as I kept walking along side the water, and being bit by baby shrimp, haha, what an experience.

anywayz, hope everyone is having fun in this new beginning of semester, hope things go well all the way. I still feel guilty for not being able to attend Jason's funeral, but now I think it's algood, let's put his body behind and remember his presence in my heart, so forgive me Jason. Please watch over me in the path I'm talking now.

Right here just wanna say what's up to Randy and Anna, and hope Anna is feeling better for being in UTK studying music.     

wow what a week, finally came to seattle yesterday and parents divorced were filed right after.. man it was a hell of a day for me and my mom,  2 months of secret planning actually turned out okay, I hope everything will go smoothly after all. oh well, I just hope none of you guys have to go through the things I had to go through in the past 2 months, not ever, so hope you guys will do well in whatever ya'll will do in the future, keep in touch if possible b/c it's gonna be a while for me to come down again, it'll take a while for me to be settle, lack of money and all that.....things you can think of. anyway, I guess at least no more Graphic Design history for me to worry about, haha, don't know if it's a good thing or bad thing...         and so I guess maybe I had the shittest day in UTK, but I should have just sucked it up or eat it, cause I was still in school, I mean who knows, things don't always turn out the way you want them to be or what they should be, so...seong and cat good luck to you in the field, waste no more time that's all I can say. God be with ya'll.

<sign>...man came back from seattle 2 weeks ago jeez up therez got just what i needed, super fresh air, nice view of the mts and lakes, and they r just half an hour away from the city, downtown is nice and peaceful no rushin or anything unlike the others... whooho. wish can stay up there foreva. the cool thing is i get to stop at jersey for switching planes damn jersey's got a nice ass bird's eye view and my sister seong jun's pertty face wooosh poped up in my head instantly WASSUP  MAN!~!!!!!!!!!!!

eversince then back to work everyday 10 hrs straight sitting in the same seat making hotel signs no air conditioning what so ever dusty and all that, kind of wondering if cat's job is better, at least the category fits me more, can't afford the cars, but at least i can touch em.

oh well just can't wait to be back in knox man  and hell this fall we r (seong's with me if he didn't change his mind) gonna make the art department on their knees to beg our asses to stay in the GD program and apologize biaaatch!! damn that felt good.  and the reason why i think that way it's because my korean true art fan seong jun here and I are not some sorry ass non artistic high school kids who make A's with shit, we're elite, so let's act like one out there this time and so will cat too WASSUP CAT?!!~~ ESC leads the way.!!!!!!!! 

howz going stew miss u man and thai and su and all that.....~~

   sign...well glad to be back home but had to work the next day 10 hrs straight, oh well , i'm just guilty for being poor hope ya'll knowwhatimean. but hey 9 dollars an hour n i work 5 days a week n sometimes i have OverTime n that's 13 dollars an hour .............holy shiiiiat (cat my wage is same as yrs haha but fixing car is much more fun i believe). oh well it's been a week since I came back hoping next week will be more fun at work n where my sister seong at give me a call when ur ever in memphis sharon's protrait will be finished by next week hopefully i'll remember to mail it to u n sue thx for the eprop it's nice to here from u n thai i hope ur watching chinese movie hooly shit another new andy lau movie u need to see